knight kap
ain’t shit to do but snort the rest of this k, jerk off with some olive oil and hit the sack. I wish Chris would keep some fucking lotion around here, but nooo, she keeps it locked up in her room like it’s some treasure. one must be resourceful. so salad dressing it is.
I already ruined her sheets from last time, so she put me on punishment. Told me I can’t keep ruining her sheets.
I said, “shit, just gimme the ones i fucked up already.”
me and lexi had that ketamine sex on em, stained em up. shit was good, she thought she was in love after that. Wasn’t love, just tranquilizers. but that was 09 this is 0-ten, things done changed. she got a man, dumped him and he tried to dead himself. sucker.
Couple months ago I got the bright idea that sleeping pills paired with white wine and viagra would make for good sex. brah, I was like frank the tank in the pussy. I was like one of them bears that got shot in the neck with the dart. It was like fucking in jello. I couldn’t barely move, when I finally busted she was like, “was that it?” I said, “yup” and passed out. I don’t think i’m gonna do dat no more.
i was chasing the dragon. The things you do to make loveless sex fun after the 5th time.
sometimes i like watching a train wreck.
sometimes i like being one.
I see these cats looking at me like jude lost it. i just smile and wink and keep on trucking. you ain’t as smart as me. I ain’t lose it just yet but i might…
My loved ones read this shit and they worry. Don’t worry about jude, I’ma make it. shoot i’m halfway there.
you ain’t gonna meet a lot of cats like me, that show you all their ugly parts, their innards, their guts. but we all got em don’t we?
You hide yours. I put tinsel on mine and tell a story about it.
